Humdrum

Photo Credit: Sasha Freemind

I've been operating by rote lately. I know I need a spiritual intervention lol. Honestly I do. I don't feel any excitement and I am so full of questions and so dissatisfied. I do know however that I need to go into the secret place, the place of conception, the place of seeding, and of deposits. But I can't seem to find the time or space to do it.

My life is so preoccupied with things to do, obligations, meetings, deadlines, unfinished books, pending book projects, then writers block!, thoughts about my ongoing TV project... and more thoughts. More than everything else that I have to do, my life at the moment is crowded with thoughts, worries, anxieties... questions... dissatisfaction.

I need intervention. I will find it in the secret place. however, getting into that space is the struggle. I need to pause. I need to take a break. I need to find my way out of this noisy crowd - rid of anxieties and worry and seek the face of the Lord.

So this is me calling out for help. Please pray for me. I need to be delivered from this humdrum. This staleness. And lifelessness. I need Heaven to inject me with purpose again. I feel like I've lost my way. I want to just stop but I know giving up isn't the way to go.

Help me. Pray for me.